Mar 22, 2022 | Schrijfsels
On the run I see her, a little girl, running fast for her life. Danger IS everywhere. ALWAYS on her guard, watchful, and alert. Terrified. NEVER may she rest relaxed and certainly not to sleep. It never is safe enough. Run in that case. In hope ever be safe. Being...
Mar 17, 2022 | Schrijfsels
The Way of the Whales Egmond aan Zee.There I stand on the beachwrapped in warm clothes.My view of the beautiful seain cold and rain,with a huge focuson connection with each other. The energy builds up,for days anyway.There have certainly been processes.And then now…...
Jul 7, 2021 | Schrijfsels
I choose differently now. What is happening?A heavy feeling in my stomach.Huge pressure.I feel it in my throat.My body hurts.I zoom in….. This is what I see:I can not do this.It’s never gonna work out.How to have confidence?Lean backwards?What nonsense. It...
Jul 7, 2021 | Schrijfsels
Musing in the sun Musing in the sun with a wide exhale. Feeling warmth. Birds whistling. I think to what it was like. With you. Ever. The farewell. The power that gave to me. I who could be me again. I who decided to choose. For me! For freedom! Back to all...
Jul 7, 2021 | Schrijfsels
I’ve got this! I’ve got this!I wake up startled.I feel rushed,tense, and excited at the same time. Today is the day!Today should go perfectly.A lot depends on it.This cannot go wrong.My heartbeat flies up, my shoulders tooI’ll go through everything again soon....
Jul 6, 2021 | Schrijfsels
I can’t tell stories I can’t tell stories.I can’t write stories.Certainly not about me. Not good enough.Who am I to share my truth?Because it’s not THE truth;it is MY truth.Still…That desire…It’s there. Just be me.I always knew it was...
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